hazel Y 8:15 AM |



js woke up.and it's raining.coldd.
listening to my usual songs for this period.
sheesh.
juse found all the chat history....

slap me now.

im missing him still.
happie 100 daes knowing you.i've nvr regretted knowing you.and having you.
was so scared i coulden slp again last night.but well.i managed to.
mabel sent me sum horoscopes stuff.
i tell u it's so damn true.

: /

maybe that's why.
LIBRA MAN


A man who has no balance like his Zodiac symbol. He is not the gentle, cool
, calm and charming guy like what you see. He has another dark side of
aggression, stubborn and he likes to start an argument the most. Sometimes
he can be so depress and unstable. Up and down like he is trying to balance
himself most of the time.

To many people, he is a friendly guy and always smile even when he is mad or
up set. His voice always gentle and calm. he always set and comb his hair as
if he comes out from a shampoo advertisement. Mostly Libra men are good
looking, even the ugly one is charming. When he smiles, it is so bright that
the whole world is smiling with him too.

When he is in a balance mood, he is the type of person you want to be with.
In other unbalancing mood, he likes to make people argue about som ething and
watching it with fascination and fun. He will wait to be the one who
compromise and clear thing up. He likes to be in a conflicting conversation.

Libra man is lazy by nature. After his tired day at work, he likes to sit
still and just look out of the window or read quietly. He likes to be in his
own world. After recharging his battery, he will be very energetic again and
may even take you out that night.

Libra man normally will not do any shocking or abnormal things to be
noticed. He likes to be conformed with his crowd, but if you watch him
carefully, you will see the different. If he wear a shirt, it will have to
be a zipper front instead of buttons, or a special tie bar. There is always
something in him that he will not allow totally conformity to take him over.

A straight forward , no non-sense guy. He is careful and delicate in
details. He will spent extra time to doing it right, than comes back to
cor rect them later. He hates people who boost, or exaggerate. He does not
like over dressed woman or make herself a center of an attention.

He loves to read. He loves poems and loves art. When he works he can work
like crazy, but after work he can turn on romantic jazzy music and treat you
so gently. He loves to give people advice and normally give a good advice.
If you fall for him, you will stay like being trapped in a spider web. If
you want to break up with him, he will persuade you a zillion ways to stay
and you can not stop him anyway. After he persuade you to stay, or after a
big fight, he will be so sweet to you as if he has never hurt your feeling
before ever.

He will has his own way to win a girl love and affection. Once she says yes,
he will lay back and wonder if he should go on or if he should back out. In
his teen, he changed many girl friends because he can not clearly separate
loving a friend and loving a girl friend. He will check and re-cheek if his
match is suitable and compatible with him.

Even he is a romantic man, he can hardly understand the emotion of the one
he loves. He is a generous guy even he sets his life so systematically. He
never knows when he makes you unhappy. He never knows how he up set you. He
will never knows what he said wrong. If he is your lover, be prepare for
this.

A not so pretty girl with no brain is not his type of woman. If you are not
pretty enough, he will not mind talking to you but he does not care to get
to know you. Any girls, pretty or ugly can ask for his help, he will be
happy to help. He hates to argue by yelling at each other, so you tend to
see he argue with his girl friend seriously but try at best to be very
quiet.

He likes to have a girl friend by getting to know each other like a friend
first. If you want him, you have to like the same thing he does. He prefers
a pretty and gentle woman than a smart and ugly woman. You have to
understand his mood especially he can has many different moods. He is a
private person, so when he needs to be alone better let him be.

im sad to see that.the bold part.(why!)
really.
hais.im sad all over again.

look at mine too.
true.well..most of 'em.

GEMINI WOMAN


A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast
movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do
many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel
like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the
word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her
life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many
different characters.

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all
the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in
love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she
likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad
side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting
you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her
conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects.
She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you
feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she
can stand alone firmly an comfortably.

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all
your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit
person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can
give y ou good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for
yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and
many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and
later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to
meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly
waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend.
She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you
break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her
nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac.
Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor
,so her love life can be complex or a mess.

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a
prompt reply , forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple
ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows
what she belief today can be different tomorrow.

She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted
linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it
straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and
accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will
not lie.

She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and
tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content
with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more.
Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an
answer.

Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be
beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk
si de by side with her, together and equally.


yeah.i forget pple veri quickly after breaking up.
well.i used to.
no for this case.


"Addicted"

Have I told you how good it feels to be me,
when I'm in you?
I can only stay clean
when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?

[Chorus:]
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.

[Chorus:]
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
'till I hit reality
and I lose it all...
I lose it all...
I lose it all.
I lose it all...
Nah nah nah
nah nah nah....
Nah nah nah nah nah nah.....
nah nah nah nah nah nah....

You're the only reason,
Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying,
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying,
Don't want to lose it all,
Don't want to lose it all,
I'm trying, I'm trying..
I'm trying ...
Yeah, you know I'm addicted,
You know I'm addicted,
Yeah, you know I'm addicted....